In early December of 2013 I spent three days at a monastery in Leicestershire (heading back there this Friday for a further four days) where I encountered something a little more than friendly monks. I encountered Compline, a service wherein the Salve Regina was chanted in a pitch black Church whilst a statue of Mary was in the spot light. The image has burned itself into my memory and no matter what I might come to write about, be it the LGBT movement, prayer, Christ, Churches I have visited, I cannot get Mary out of my head.
I'm a rather rational man. I don't typically base my opinions etc off of my personal experience. But not since I "converted" (I use the term loosely) have I been so obsessed with a person. Christ is still as real to me now as He ever was, but I'd always passed His Mother up as just another Saint that I can learn from and give respect to. Being raised Church of England I have no problem with veneration, though prayer to the Saints is another ongoing battle for me.
But this woman will not exit my imagination. I've researched somewhat into her now I have easy access to Kindle on my iPad. I've downloaded "Catholicism, Enhanced Edition" by Fr. Robert Barron, "Mother of God, A History of the Virgin Mary" by Miri Rubin and am going to move on to studying the patristic sources as well as the protogospel of Saint James. I don't think I have ever put this much effort into looking into a person other than my looking into Christ.
Any books, arguments, videos, documentaries, lectures or prayers would be much appreciated. Otherwise I'll end up sitting in the freezing cold staring at a statue of her again for an eternity.
As a final note, I'm trying to come at this as openly as possible. Not presupposing protestant, anglo-catholic, roman catholic or orthodox points of view. Merely seeking to get to the truth of the matter. Who is Mary?
I'm a rather rational man. I don't typically base my opinions etc off of my personal experience. But not since I "converted" (I use the term loosely) have I been so obsessed with a person. Christ is still as real to me now as He ever was, but I'd always passed His Mother up as just another Saint that I can learn from and give respect to. Being raised Church of England I have no problem with veneration, though prayer to the Saints is another ongoing battle for me.
But this woman will not exit my imagination. I've researched somewhat into her now I have easy access to Kindle on my iPad. I've downloaded "Catholicism, Enhanced Edition" by Fr. Robert Barron, "Mother of God, A History of the Virgin Mary" by Miri Rubin and am going to move on to studying the patristic sources as well as the protogospel of Saint James. I don't think I have ever put this much effort into looking into a person other than my looking into Christ.
Any books, arguments, videos, documentaries, lectures or prayers would be much appreciated. Otherwise I'll end up sitting in the freezing cold staring at a statue of her again for an eternity.
As a final note, I'm trying to come at this as openly as possible. Not presupposing protestant, anglo-catholic, roman catholic or orthodox points of view. Merely seeking to get to the truth of the matter. Who is Mary?
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