So, this isn't likely to be as bad as I think - and it may not happen at all. But I'm really scared right now. I haven't had the help with the housework that I'd been relying on (and paying for) in three months and I can't do the heavy lifting. I tried but I couldn't get the help I needed. That kept me from getting the plumber out here - again - and while I may can handle the cleaning, the plumbing won't be okay by Wednesday when the friends who I housesit for will be coming down for a mutual friend's funeral.
I'm not going to be able to go to the service - which I will be upset about later.
I have no idea if they will stop in or not - maybe not. But still. I was planning on getting the plumber in next month - I don't know about next week.
I'm still hoping - and working toward - being able to buy this house in six months or so (credit is looking good, so it's doable, I think) and I don't want to screw that up.
Anyway, God is still God and just writing this out helps me calm down. I'm such a chicken - and so danged useless.
I'm not going to be able to go to the service - which I will be upset about later.
I have no idea if they will stop in or not - maybe not. But still. I was planning on getting the plumber in next month - I don't know about next week.
I'm still hoping - and working toward - being able to buy this house in six months or so (credit is looking good, so it's doable, I think) and I don't want to screw that up.
Anyway, God is still God and just writing this out helps me calm down. I'm such a chicken - and so danged useless.
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