I know these requests are not as important as other prayer requests, but I hope you who read this will still pray for me. And I thank you in advance.
So here goes: Recently I took in a kitten who had been abandoned by its mother. I did everything I knew to care for it, and I really loved it, but sadly, it didn't make it. I buried it today in a space near a tree in my yard. Since then, I have also had some anxiety about the upcoming summer semester I am taking, because I tried to email the teacher over a week ago but she has never responded to me. I could have gotten ahead all this time but instead, nothing.
I also want to share an introduction and helpful forum post to Tweb, but I am not confident in myself that the posts are "right." This is because I tend to over or under-share. Being autistic, I sometimes lack a filter or an understanding of social situations. But if I don't post I feel as if I have wasted valuable time poring my heart and soul into the posts.
And all this together, from loosing the kitten I loved so much to my anxiety about the coming semester and not wanting to post anything "wrong", leaves me feeling like a pathetic failure. I guess some would say I am whining, but even the Holy Bible has a book called Lamentations.
So, please pray for me, that I can be brave and face my problems. I really need it right now.
-Heero
So here goes: Recently I took in a kitten who had been abandoned by its mother. I did everything I knew to care for it, and I really loved it, but sadly, it didn't make it. I buried it today in a space near a tree in my yard. Since then, I have also had some anxiety about the upcoming summer semester I am taking, because I tried to email the teacher over a week ago but she has never responded to me. I could have gotten ahead all this time but instead, nothing.
I also want to share an introduction and helpful forum post to Tweb, but I am not confident in myself that the posts are "right." This is because I tend to over or under-share. Being autistic, I sometimes lack a filter or an understanding of social situations. But if I don't post I feel as if I have wasted valuable time poring my heart and soul into the posts.
And all this together, from loosing the kitten I loved so much to my anxiety about the coming semester and not wanting to post anything "wrong", leaves me feeling like a pathetic failure. I guess some would say I am whining, but even the Holy Bible has a book called Lamentations.
So, please pray for me, that I can be brave and face my problems. I really need it right now.
-Heero
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